28 wks..and still counting

I'm so tired. Can't work or do anything more than 2 hours straight,without a break. My appetite not stable. Sometimes I feel so hungry, sometimes I can just survived without munching anything. Sorry baby muhammad,mama will try to eat healthy food for your well being. Thanks to zespri kiwis', with a kiwi, I feel so energetic and healthy. Have to stock up the fridge with more kiwis for the coming weeks.

abe, terima kasih ye ;)

thank you abe, because temankan pergi midvalley today. walaupun letih, dari pukul 11.30 am till 5.30 pm berjalan tanpa henti, sambil membawa kotak2 and shopping bags, hati tetap happy sebab dapat shopping dengan sakannye.

 Suami yang mithali sedang membawa beg-beg shopping

Balik dengan kaki yang lenguh, betis yg letih dan badan yang lesu, tapi muka masih tersenyum riang. Impian untuk membakar kek dan biskut hampir berjaya. Oven impian telah dimiliki. Kini tinggal semangat dan sifat rajin dan berusaha mencari resepi dan bahan-bahan untuk mencapai kejayaan (bakar kek dan biskut). 

Kepala ni terpikir juga, kalaula yang mengikutku pergi shopping hari ni, bukan suamiku, pastinye muka lelaki itu masam mencuka, bila terpaksa mengangkut barang-barang yang beratnye hampir 10 kg keseluruhannya. Pasti, di dalam kereta selepas itu, bertikam lidah, menyalahkan perempuan yang suka bershopping. Nasib baik, abe masih lagi bersabar, boleh tersenyum, walaupun semua barang-barang tu berat. Lagipun, bukan barang-barang untuk diri sendiri, tapi untuk keluarga juga.

Terima kasih tak terhingga buat abe. Sayang abe sokmo. 

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 Tangan baby muhammad iras-iras tangan ayah waktu tidur

 

 

90 days to go

Tak sabar menunggu baby muhammad bersua muka dgn mama dan ayah. Ayah semalam,bermimpi yg muhammad suka main psp, tapi lasak sgt,sampai kemek psp tu. Ayah marah muhammad, bagitau mama takkan beli yang lain kalau psp tu rosak. Lagipun,bertahun-tahun mama dan ayah main psp tu, tak pernah sekali pun rosak. Hihihi. Jauh mimpi abe tu. Entah-entah,time muhammad nanti, bukan musim psp dah. Mama muhammad ni memang gila main psp. Tiap kali main, mesti muhammad tendang-tendang perut mama,macam suka je. Game favourite yang dah banyak kali pusing, the 7 wonders.
Lagi favourite muhammad, bila mama makan cornflake dgn susu. Lepas makan mesti aktif sangat dalam perut. Sampai kadang-kadang mama tak boleh tidur. Orange juice,milo kotak, semua tu favourite muhammad. Mama harap,nanti muhammad keluar dengan badan yang sihat, gagah perkasa, macam ayah.
Sekarang,weekend mama banyak dihabiskan di rumah. Tidur, tengok movie, makan. Perubahan dari 2nd trimester ke 3rd trimester, perut membesar dengan cepat. Badan jadi cepat letih. Perut jadi cepat lapar. Mood swing masih ada. Kalau duduk menung sendirian,pasti menangis teringat nak balik kampung. Alhamdulillah,cuti dah diluluskan. Dapat la lepas rindu hujung bulan ni. Mamaku, kakty nak makan pulut kacang banyak-banyak balik ni. Makan ikan bakar sambil sedut chocolate milk shake. Makan nasi kak wok pagi-pagi. Makan ketupat sotong. Tak sabar rasanya nak balik.
Buat dikjah sayang, selamat ulang tahun yang ke 21. Semoga allah memakbulkan segala apa yang dikjah hajati, amin.

just need some of that appreciation

Have you ever feel like you're working for nothing. It feels like no one is appreciating  your role in the work group. Your effort all this while are worthless. Then, you'll start to feel stressed out. Like no body could help you to finish the work. It feels like 'teamwork' is no longer exist in the organization. 

How do you feel, if suddenly your dream holiday that you've planned for a long time (in my case, i really need to go back to my hometown, I'm really homesick now), have to be cancelled, because of some inconsiderate people who just think about work, and don't care anything about what happened to their staff. It does feel sad.

In a sudden, you're demotivated, you feel like you need to look for a new job, you feel like nobody understand you (except for your family, cause they are not involved in this case), you feel like you're just a shadow, you're there when they're hot and sitting under the sun, but you disappear when it's raining.

I'm still thinking, what should i do, to be motivated, to be happy at work again, like before...

baby preparation,self preparation

It was 3.50 am.I'm awake,thanx to the bowel movement caused by baby 'muhammad,and thanx to the car with loud alarm downstairs. 

This weekend, i just stayed at home and make some preparation for the baby. Million thanks to sis in law,kak arah for passing to me some of the newborn wears, matress, receiving blanket, booties, hats n beeps. That would have cut some of our budget for the baby, i think maybe 30 percent of it. 

I checked my baby checklist,and we just need to buy toiletteries, towels,napkins,diapers, baby sling, baby cot and carrier. Stroller, tub, baby bottles, milk storage, breast pump, i already bought thru www.mybb.com and www.littlewhiz.com during their sales. Thank you to online shopping, which have save me a lot of money and time.