My favourite songs of the year - One Heart by Celine Dion

One heart, you will follow it


You can run and you begin
In a place where you don’t fit in
‘Cause love will find a way, yeah
When you’re down, you can stop
And turn around, anything you’re in
Love will find a place, well


If you got one heart you are following
One dream that keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish that keeps you trying
What’s your silver lining
Love lights your way through the night


You can fall a thousand times
You can feel like you’ve lost your mind
But love will find a way,. Oh, yeah
Admit, can change your life
Ina moment, can make it right
Love will find a place, hey, yeah


If you got one heart you are following
One dream that keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish that keeps you trying
What’s your silver lining
Love lights your way through the night


Everybody needs something to hold on to
Everybody needs something to hold on to


If you got one heart you are following
One dream that keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish that keeps you trying
Find your silver lining
Love lights your way through the night


Keeps you trying
Find your silver lining
Love lights your way through the night


Love’ll find a way
Love’ll find a way to your heart



This songs really keep me going. It does gives me the push that I need to go through my daily life. I'll always remember this line "If you got one heart you are following,One dream that keeps you wondering,Love lights your way through the night,One wish that keeps you trying,What’s your silver lining,Love lights your way through the night". Singing this line to yourself, really make my day. I should always keep trying to achieve my dreams. Never give up. Always remember, that your loved ones are always at your side, no matter what happen.





A new Hijrah, A new beginning

1431, it is 9 Muharram today. I'm happy having my short holiday with my beloved family at my hometown.
It's been a while, since the last time I'm blogging.

I've been thinking a lot, maybe I need to do some make over to my office wardrobe in this new hijrah. Need to ask some opinion from Mr Mykita. I've been eyeing on the abayas all over the internet. Most of the abayas which have the corporate look I found in the UK websites price ranging between 29 pound to 60 pound. This will leave a big hole in my pocket if I buy from there.
 This one is from Hijab Style, I like it very much. though the colour maybe a little too dark , but i think it will suits me for work.


This light colour of pink abayas from Aab website. SO in love with this one. but it cost about 65 pound. wow. Is there somebody who can help me, where i can find all these SWEET and SIMPLE abayas in KL.


Trophy Wife


I will smile first before I start writing this post. :)
Here is what I can found from the web about trophy wife;
A trophy wife is a woman in a May to December marriage that sees Christmas presents in December. A trophy wife believes that when she gets a swatch of mink and a plane ticket to New York City to get the matching coat, that he is really that romantic, and his secretary doens't know him better than she does. A trophy wife needs a nanny and she still can't cook, and a nanny means the sex isn't as good anymore, so if she's really smart, she'll adopt. A trophy wife is dependent and so is he; he has lost his fire and life has become too routine. A trophy wife means his ex is dating younger men.

That is the difinition from the web. This is my own definition;
The wife which husband like to show off to their friends, which the husband think is beautiful than their friend wife. The trophy wife only suitable for dinner and any other grand event that is not related to the husband family.

So, dear husband out there, choose whether you want a trophy wife or a normal wife to be your partner for the whole life.

~xoxo~very the anti of trophy wife

Never look down to your own kind..


Someone who was very dear to me, has passed away. I pray, for Allah to forgive all the sins while he was still here, and may Allah blessed him in the afterlife.
For us who are still here, it is a reminder from Allah, that our journey here is too short. There's no one can predict what would happen in the future. Forgive and forget with each other, never ever look down to your own kind. People that we encounter in this life, will be in many form. There will be a time in your life you meet people that are kind, but because of their looks, there may be others who look down at them. May Allah open their heart, to see the truth. Amin..





My Tasty Lentil Soup

It's a gloomy Sunday today. Both of us stayed at home, enjoyed "The International" movie, which is a very disappointing movie at all. The gap between breakfast and lunch is just 3 hours. I cooked Lentil Soup or "Turkish Soup" as my Mama called it, for lunch. For a first timer like us, this dish is foreign to us. Hahaha, end up with 5 star from Mr Mykita. This soup is best eaten with bread. For you out there, who never try this dish, should try it. Simple and easy. 
  1. Just saute some chopped onion and garlic, 
  2. pour in one cup of lentil, 
  3. Pour water to boil the lentil, 
  4. half tin of tomato puree, 
  5. and a dash of salt (suit to your own taste).
I guarantee this dish is low carb and fat. Good for fertility =). Enjoy your lentil soup.

Misinterpretation of Headline

Tohmahan melanda rumah tangga
Lisdawati akui tidak wujud apa-apa di antaranya & Fauzi





Lakonan pertamanya adalah melalui filem Anaknya Sazali, tetapi kecemerlangan bakat seninya terserlah apabila berlakon dalam filem KL Menjerit sekali gus membuka mata banyak pihak. Malah, menerusi filem berkenaan Lisdawati Nazarudin atau lebih mesra dipanggil Lisda telah dianugerahkan Pelakon Filem Harapan Terbaik di Festival Filem Malaysia ke-16 pada 2003. Selepas itu, rezekinya semakin mencurah-curah baik dalam drama mahupun filem.

Lisdawati juga berpeluang bergandingan dengan ramai actor berbakat dan terkenal. Dan, siapa sangka, cintanya bertaut di lokasi penggambaran apabila bertemu jodoh dengan pelakon serba boleh, Fauzi Nawawi. Pasangan yang telah dikurniakan cahaya mata perempuan, Nuraini Farhana, 1 tahun 5 bulan (semasa fotografi) kini sedang berdebar menanti kehadiran cahaya mata kedua. Lumrah dunia artis, gosip, andaian dan tohmahan sudah menjadi asam garam yang harus dilalui. Terbaru di sebalik kebahagiaan rumah tangga yang dibina, pasangan Juara Sehati Berdansa Musim ke-2 ini dikatakan sudah tidak sehaluan dan akan bercerai. Sejauh mana kebenaran cerita ini, Seri Dewi & KELUARGA sempat mengatur sesi fotografi dengan Lisdawati yang sedang sarat hamil bersama puterinya, Farhana. Sepanjang sesi fotografi ternyata sifat penyayang dan keibuan Lisdawati terserlah kala melayan kerenah anak sulungnya yang sesekali meragam.

SDK: Setelah berkahwin dan mempunyai anak, nampaknya rezeki Lisda semakin melimpah ruah apabila dipilih menjadi duta untuk beberapa produk.
LISDAWATI: Alhamdulilah, saya bersyukur dengan rezeki yang diberikan Tuhan. Tidak dinafikan selepas berkahwin dan melahirkan anak, rezeki saya melimpah. Bukan sahaja menerima pelbagai tawaran berlakon tetapi juga dilantik menjadi duta, antaranya adalah Duta untuk Mandian Sabun Johnsons & Johnsons dan juga produk pelangsingan badan Slim World.

SDK: Lisda memulakan karier sebagai model sebelum ke bidang lakonan. Sejauh mana Lis serius dalam bidang lakonan ini?
LISDAWATI: Memang saya menjadikan bidang lakonan sebagai karier sepenuh masa. Lagipun, sayang dengan bakat yang ada dan saya belum puas menceburi bidang seni ini. Walaupun sudah berkahwin, saya banyak menerima tawaran berlakon. Cuma buat masa ini saya perlu berehat seketika kerana sedang sarat hamil anak kedua. Sebenarnya saya dapat tahu pasal kehamilan ini agak lambat sedangkan pada masa yang sama saya telah menerima banyak tawaran. Namun, saya terpaksa tolak dulu tawaran dan selepas bersalin nanti, saya akan sambung kembali aktiviti seni. Filem terbaru saya berjudul Santau dan akan ditayangkan pada umum Disember ini.

SDK: Nampaknya rezeki anak kedua ini agak cepat. Adakah Lisda merancang?
LISDAWATI: Sebenarnya saya dan abang merancang untuk menimang cahaya mata kedua tahun depan menyusu badan. Walau bagaimanapun, inilah dinamakan rezeki Tuhan dan kami berdua menerimanya dengan tangan terbuka. Walaupun pada mulanya apabila dapat tahu kehamilan ini saya agak terkejut, tetapi saya cepat fikir positif dan bersedia menerima kehadirannya (cahaya mata kedua).

SDK: Bagaimana dengan persediaan menanti kehadiran anak kedua?
LISDAWATI: Persediaan macam biasa sama seperti ketika mahu menyambut anak pertama dulu. Saya tidak beli banyak pakaian baru kecuali beberapa helai untuk bayi baru lahir. Ini kerana pakaian Farhana dulu banyak dan masih elok untuk dipakai. Untuk kandungan kali ini, saya tidak mengalami alahan yang teruk. Cuma saya perasan, Farhana begitu manja dan asyik mahu berkepit dengan saya. Pantang nampak muka saya, pasti dia akan kejar dan mahu saya mendukungnya.

SDK: Bakal menimang cahaya mata kedua, bagaimana Lisda memainkan peranan sebagai ibu?
LISDAWATI: Saya memang utamakan keluarga dalam apa juga perkara sekalipun. Kalau boleh saya tidak akan ambil tawaran yang memerlukan saya kerja luar kawasan selama beberapa hari. Kalau setakat balik hari saya masih boleh ambil. Beza ketika masih bujang dan selepas kahwin serta mempunyai anak, keutamaan adalah keluarga. Farhana juga sebenarnya menyusu badan dan agak menyukarkan apabila perlu berpisah dengannya. Untuk merapatkan hubungan anak-beranak, saya juga sering mengamalkan cara mandi bersama anak dalam tab mandi yang dipenuhi sabun mandian. Ketika inilah saya akan bermain dan membelai tubuh anak dengan perlahan-lahan. Biasanya saya luangkan masa selama 10 minit dan cara ini sebenarnya dapat mengeratkan lagi hubungan antara ibu dan anak. Malah ketika berada di bilik air inilah saya akan ajar perkara ‘basic’ seperti di mana perlu buang air kecil, gosok gigi dan cuci muka.

SDK: Memandangkan Lisda dan Fauzi sama-sama sibuk dengan kerjaya, siapa biasanya yang akan menjaga anak?
LISDAWATI: Biasanya dalam hal ini saya serahkan pada emak. Emak akan bantu menjaga Farhana jika saya sibuk dengan penggambaran di luar. Walaupun sibuk, saya atau abang Fauzi tetap akan luangkan masa dengan anak. Farhana juga rapat dengan ayahnya dan abang memang rajin melayan kerenah Farhana. Biasanya kami akan ajar Farhana agar melihat saya atau abang jika ada lakonan kami di kaca TV. Kalau abang ada penggambaran di luar pun, abang akan buat panggilan 3G untuk berbual dengan Farhana. Farhana sebenarnya menjadi pengikat kasih hubungan antara saya dan abang.


Note: Mereka bukan sudah tiada apa-apa tapi tiada tohmahan yang benar terjadi antara mereka.

Excerpt from www.fitpregnancy.com

Ice Cream Assists in Baby Making

Drinking whole milk and heavy cream and eating butter and rich ice cream can lower the risk of infertility.

Click here to find out more!


Drinking whole milk and heavy cream and eating butter and rich ice cream can lower the risk of infertility caused by ovulation disorders, say researchers. But not all fat is good: Eating the much-maligned trans fats found in fried foods, packaged snacks and commercial baked goods may increase the risk of this type of infertility.
August/September 2007
 
No more diet on Ice Cream and Milk for me. This will be on my daily food list. No harm to try right?

Orang Darat Orang Air

Kelantanese would say "Orang Darat" if you are like somebody from the rural area who wears yellow shirt with red pants and green sneakers. Yesterday, while I was getting ready in the car, I asked Mr Mykita, how do I look. "Ada rupa Orang Darat tak?", then he answered, "Tak, OK je. Rupa macam Orang Air". Then we laughed together.


From what I've learned, Orang Darat is someone who lives on land, and Orang Laut is someone who lives beside the seashore. Orang Darat normally will eat all the fish that available in the river and padi field. While Orang Laut will eat all the fish that available in the sea. Sometimes, Orang Laut did not eat the 'land fish' at all. Like my Mama, she cannot eat the 'land fish' cause she can taste the dirt in the fish flesh. Well folks, that is the story of the Orang Darat and Orang Laut. Hihihi, one thing for sure, me and my husband both can eat the 'land fish' and the 'sea fish', so we should consider ourselves the 'Orang Udara'.

Naughty me in teenage years


My  latest favourite song is Mama Do from Ms Pixie Lott. This song really tells a lot about me while i was in teenage years. Hihihi, sometime i would laughed by myself when i remembered back what i did back then. All the little black secret was hidden between me and my friends. My Mama and Ayah would know nothing at all about their sweet little girl. I predicted that my Mama and Ayah will blow up their temper to the maximum if they know their little girl story. Never mind, the past is already pass. What i need to do now, is to keep both of them happy in their golden years. I would do anything to keep the smile on their face, i would do anything to prevent teardrops falling from their eyes. Love you Mama and Ayah.
 
 
Mama Do
Pixie Lott
Uh Oh Uh Oh

Every night I go
Every night I go
Sneaking out the door
I lie a little more
Baby, I’m helpless

There’s something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

What would my mama do (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)

Uh Oh Uh Oh

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It’s nearly perfect

What would my mama do (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)

What would my mama do (oh uh)
What would my daddy say

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control
All the things a girl should know
She can’t control!

What would my mama do (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Uh Oh Uh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Uh Oh Uh Oh)

Uh Oh Uh Oh
Uh Oh Uh Oh
Uh Oh Uh Oh

Wooo..Kuching Here I come

This morning, i made a drastic decision. I stumble upon return tickets to Kuching on Maulud Nabi Public Holiday next year which only cost rm156 for two person. What a budget deal. I've been looking for tickets to Kuching since August but the fare was above RM250 return and reach to RM450 for two. 

It didn't take me too long to click the book button. Hihihi. But to my surprise, Airasia is charging passengers with credit card payment rm5/way (the so called convenience charge). that is too much. for two return ticket, i was charged rm20. I think this charge should not be there. What do the others think? this charge was already started on 2nd Nov 2009, just recently. they shouldn't charge us for the credit card transaction. we already pay our annual fee for the card. this is not fair.

Fair or not fair. I'm still going to Kuching next year. This will be my 2nd trip with Mr Mykita. Hope the time will fly quickly, so that March 2010 will come nearer. 

Blog Neighbours

Have you ever wonder who is your blog neighbour? I was so curious last night, i clicked the "next Blog" button and was surprised. My neighbour was a woman, and she also was anxiously waiting to get pregnant like me. Then, i clicked her favourite blogs, most of the blogs have the same topic, about conceiving and fertility problem. One of the blog really catched my eyes, "Trying to survive in a world where I'm not pregnant but everyone else around me is",
 This woman write from her heart about how she overcome her feelings about fertility by expressing it through sketches of cartoon. The writings really cheer me up. At least I know, there are million out there who have the same problem as me.


~To become a mother is one of life’s greatest blessings. It is a lifelong event that forever changes you. Becoming a mother changes your heart, your thoughts, and your actions.~May all the mommies prayers will be anwer.Amin..






TTC update for November

According to my cycle chart, i should be having my FP phase today. I'm emotionally stable, always crave for food (salty,sweet, chocolate food) and my weight increase by 2kg this week. I'm hoping for this LP phase to be longer than it should be. My instinct is saying that the Vitex is already take effect on my endocrine system. 1st and 2nd week of taking Vitex, my body is always heating. My lips and skins was dry. After almost 4 weeks taking vitex, all the hot flush and dry lips and skin has gone. I hope my TTC will succeed this time. May Allah answer my prayer..amin..

Finally...this is it

I'm truly inspired by this new template that I've used for my blog. It did have the elements which really portray who I really am. I hope, the viewers also will like this template. RED is my new colour :)

13/11/09


Happy Birthday Rafidah Chin. Hope All your wish will come true someday dear 

 I remembered about my english class last week. Ms sheila said "you have to practice what you have learn so that you'll remember it".

I'm practising my english writing. I know that i'm not that "good" in english. What do you expect from a girl who lived her whole life, speaks in malay everyday, and english is her second language. 
Maybe i should go back to my hobby while i was in secondary school. Printed all the lyrics from internet, sang out loud, and search all the meaning for every little word in the whole song. That’s me. i remembered all the roxette lyrics (including their humming, hehhehe). i shared the same interest with my dear friend, ijal when i was in semesti.

Today, my colleagues are celebrating Fid's birthday. I hope I can join them, but my dear hubby will be alone. I cant leave him when he's alone. If only i could clone myself and i can be at two place at one time, i would. 

I have so much more to say, but so little time to write. Good night. Hope my day will be brighter than yesterday. I hope I could make all the people around me happier than yesterday. I hope, there's a miracle for me today better than yesterday :).

11 /11/ 2009


I'm at home today. Rashes attacked my hands and feet. OMG, very itchy. After meeting my doctor, taken my medicine, dizziness is taking over me.

Never mind, i still want to write something after a long time.

Last week, I had 2 days of English course @ level 9. learnt something very valuable from my teacher, ms sheila. she said "that there's something more important than your work, is your life. dont forget your life, because your life it's not all about your work. do not leave your family behind"

Starting from that day, I promised to myself to take it easy with my work. Is it because of the stress from work that I can't conceive till now? I promised that I will control my temper. I promised, I will cherish my love ones. I promised, I will do anything to keep my family together.

MAUT review

film MAUT, memang betul2 menginsafkan diri. satu peringatan tentang kematian. mungkin diri ni kekadang alpa, sesekali perlu dikejutkan utk mengingati mati. disana adalah yg TENTU.
babak2 penyeksaan di NERAKA, memang menakutkan. bg diri ini, rasanya tidak sanggup nak melaluinya. betapa azab, seksaan yg diulang2 setiap hari sehinggalah hari kiamat, digambarkan menggunakan teknologi terkini buat tatapan kita semua.
moga amalan kita smua diterima Allah, dan semoga kita semua tergolong dlm golongan org2 mukmin di sana nanti.. Amin..

yati..daniey

~yati nak bertunang this December~ty doakan smoga ada jodoh kali ini~jika itu kehendak-Nya insyaallah jadi nanti~

~daniey~selamat ketemu kembali di alam cyber!~kali ni thru fb lak~u already hv 2 child~happynye ty~wait for my turn plak yek

~this is the two bestfriend of mine in SRPM~ tahun 1992 - 1993~ you both will alwiz be in my heart

Manusia Bangkit Dari Kubur Dalam 12 Barisan - tazkirah jumaat

**dari Kak June** Thank You sbb selalu hantar Tazkirah Jumaat setiap hari jumaat ** Buat renungan kita semua

 

Manusia Bangkit Dari Kubur Dalam 12 Barisan

Suatu ketika, Muaz bin Jabal r. a menghadap Rasullullah s. a. w dan bertanya: "Wahai Rsullullah, tolong huraikan kepadaku mengenai firman Allah s. a. w: "Pada sangkakala ditiup, maka kamu sekalian datamg berbaris-baris" -(Surah an-Naba':18)

Mendengar pertanyaan itu, baginda menangis hingga basah pakaiannya. Lalu Baginda menjawab:

"Wahai Muaz, engkau telah bertanyakan kepada aku, perkara yang amat besar, bahawa umatku akan digiring, dikumpulkan berbaris-baris menjadi 12 barisan, masing-masing dengan pembawaan mereka sendiri.... Maka dinyatakan apakah 12 barisan berkenanaan iaitu:

BARISAN PERTAMA Diiringi dari kubur dengan tidak bertangan dan berkaki. Keadaan mereka ini dijelaskan melalui satu seruan dari sisi Allah Yang Maha Pengasih: " Mereka itu adalah orang-orang yang ketika hidupnya menyakiti hati jirannya, maka in balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KEDUA Diiringi dari kubur berbentuk babi hutan. Datanglah suara dari sisi Allah yang maha pengasih: "Mereka itu adalah orang yang ketika hidupnya meringankan solat, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembalinya adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KETIGA Mereka berbentuk keldai, sedangkan perut mereka penuh dengan ular dan kala jengking. "Meraka ini adalah orang yang enggan membayar zakat, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka.."

BARISAN KEEMPAT Diiringi dari kubur dengan keadaan darah seperti air pancutan keluar dari mulut mereka. "Mereka ini adalah orang yang berdusta didalam jual beli, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat mereka adalah neraka.."

BARISAN KELIMA Diiringi dari kubur dengan bau busuk daripada bangkai. Ketika itu Allah s. a. w menurunkan angin sehingga bau busuk itu mengganggu ketenteraman di Padang Masyar. "Mereka ini adalah orang yang menyembunyikan perlakuan derhaka takut diketahui manusia tetapi tidak pula rasa takut kepada Allah s. a. w, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KEENAM Diiringi dari kubur dengan keadaan kepala mereka terputus dari badan. "Mereka adalah orang yang menjadi saksi palsu, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka.."

BARISAN KETUJUH Diiringi dari kubur tanpa mempunyai lidah dari mulut mereka mengalir keluar nanah dan darah. "Meraka itu adalah orang yang enggan memberi kesaksian di atas kebenaran, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembalu mereka adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KELAPAN Diiringi dari kubur dalam keadaan terbalik degan kepala kebawah dan kaki keatas. " Meraka adalah orang yang berbuat zina, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka.."

BARISAN KESEMBILAN Diiringi dari kubur dengan berwajah hitam gelap dan bermata biru sementara dalam diri mereka penuh dengan api gemuruh. " Mereka itu adalah orang yang makan harta anak yatim dengan cara haram, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KESEPULUH Diiringi dari kubur mereka dalam keadaan tubuh mereka penuh dengan sopak dan kusta. "Mereka adalah orang yang derhaka kepada orang tuanya, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka.."

BARISAN KESEBELAS Diiringi dari kubur mereka dengan berkeadaan buta, gigi mereka memanjang seperti tanduk lembu jantan, bibir mereka melebar sampai kedada dan lidah mereka terjulur memanjang sampai keperut dan keluar beraneka kotoran. "Mereka adalah orang yang minum arak, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka..."

BARISAN KEDUA BELAS Mereka diiringi dari kubur dengan wajah yang bersinar-sinar laksana bulan purnama. Mereka melalui titian sirat seperti kilat. Maka, datanglah suara dari sisi Allah Yang Maha Pengasih memaklumkan: "Mereka adalah orang yang beramal soleh dan banyak berbuat baik. Meraka menjauhi perbuatan derhaka, mereka memelihara solat lima waktu, ketika meninggal dunia keadaan mereka bertaubat, maka inilah balasannya dan tempat kembali mereka adalah syurga, mendapat keampunan, kasih sayang dan keredhaan Allah yang maha pengasih..."

 

 

 

 

baby yg comel

**ofismate bawa anak dia dtg ofis hr ni**demam, sian dia**comel,tak menangis skit pun**tp hati ni sayu bila tgk baby kawan2**bila la masa utk diri ni pula dpt baby**diri sendiri je yg tau perasaan tu**sedih**depress**:-(

adik2 ni...

***ada msg "Thank You"***hihihih**jangan risau,tak lari gunung dikejar**kecuali gunung tu ada kaki**erk, takkan la jadi camtu**yakin dan pasti**jika allah redha**dia akan permudahkan segalanye**insyaallah

p/s: kalau jadi, jangan lupa bisik2 kat kakti, ble la tempah kek tingkat2 utk adik ku.. :)

Honesty between US

He bluff me about his smoking addiction
Then caught red handed yestrday
With a cigarette between his lips
An innocence face
Asking for forgiveness
But you cant forget that face
That silly face of him
I wont fall for his lies again >;)

Vitex and TTC - from Early Pregnancy test.com

TTC Articles

Increasing Fertility with Vitex Agnus Castus
Herbs for helping you become pregnant...

Get Pregnant - 5 Essential TipsChasteberry or vitex (vitex agnus-castus) is a fertility-promoting herb with a long, safe history of human use. As far back as ancient Greece, vitex agnus castus was recognized for its herbal-medicinal properties and was utilized for a number of health complaints. The Germans call vitex "Monk's Pepper" and for centuries women in Europe have used vitex to increase their odds of conceiving a baby, as well as to treat symptoms associated with hormonal imbalance, skin condition, or PMS.
More recently, science has validated the fertility-enhancing properties of this dynamic herb. Vitex has been shown in several clinical studies to help stimulate and stabilize the reproductive hormones involved in ovulation, cycle balance, and menstrual regularity. These studies also document a statistically-significant increase in fertility among women using vitex, with more pregnancies than in control groups using a placebo.
To understand how vitex works, let's first look at female fertility. In order for conception to take place, a woman must have a regular menstrual cycle and ovulate (release an egg from an ovary). Hormonal balance is key to regular ovulation - particularly the ebb and flow of the reproductive hormones estrogen and progesterone, which both prepare the body for ovulation (estrogen) and ensure that a pregnancy, once achieved, is maintained (progesterone). Regularity of both menstrual cycle and ovulatory function, dictated by the complex play of these hormones, are key factors in successfully becoming pregnant. Vitex increases fertility by helping regulate hormonal and menstrual balance. Vitex is a key ingredient in fertility supplement products like FertilAid for Women.
How Does Vitex Promote Cycle Balance?
Vitex or chasteberry is not a hormone; however, vitex works by acting on the hypothalamus and pituitary gland, which in turn secrete hormones or send signals to other parts of the body to trigger the production of reproductive hormones. Vitex has been shown to help increase the level of luteinizing hormone (or LH) while gently suppressing the secretion of FSH (follicle stimulating hormone). In effect, vitex stimulates the hormones involved in ovulation and assists in restoring overall hormonal balance. More specifically, vitex is effective in regulating pituitary gland function and in normalizing the balance of progesterone to estrogen levels. Vitex is particularly supportive in maintaining progesterone levels during the "luteal phase", or second half, of a woman's cycle.
A large percentage of menstrual problems and infertility issues are related to insufficient progesterone production during the luteal phase, which can result in a shortened luteal phase and may possibly contribute to PCOS. With regard to the former, a "short" luteal phase is often referred to as corpus luteum insufficiency or LPD (luteal phase defect). Luteal phase defect is characterized by low progesterone levels during the second half of your cycle. With regard to PCOS, hormonal imbalance (namely insufficient levels of progesterone) may also contribute to the formation of cysts on your ovaries, or Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. As vitex agnus castus has been shown to support progesterone production, vitex may be suggested as a treatment for menstrual cycle imbalances, luteal phase defect, and possibly PCOS (as normalized progesterone levels and cycle regularity may suppress the development of ovarian cysts associated with estrogen dominance).
Clinical studies now support the fertility-enhancing claims associated with vitex agnus castus - as well as its facility in treating common fertility disorders. In one commonly-cited study, sixty-seven women with fertility or ovulatory disorders were given a vitex agnus castus preparation, which resulted in a marked improvement of progesterone levels during the luteal phase, earlier ovulation, and thirty-eight achieved pregnancies (Bergmann, 2000).
In another study (Milewicz, 1993), vitex agnus castus was administered to hyperprolactinaemia female patients. The use of vitex resulted in reduced prolactin levels, as well as the normalization of luteal phase progesterone levels for women with luteal phase defect. Shortened luteal phases were therefore normalized (lengthened).
An earlier German study by Amann (1982) reveals that vitex exerts a favorable, positive effect on women with amenorrhea (the absence of menstrual cycle or period), further establishing the efficacy of vitex in restoring hormonal balance and cycle regularity. In another clinical trial conducted at Stanford, women with fertility disorders benefited from using a vitex-containing supplement, with more pregnancies in the vitex group than in placebo groups. Each of these studies demonstrates the fertility-enhancing properties of this unique herb.
Vitex is also recognized as a safe herb. It has no known side-effects, and chasteberry can be taken for up to 18 months continuously. When pregnancy is achieved, discontinue use of vitex-containing supplements, as well as any other herbal-nutritional supplements not specifically approved by your doctor. The benefits of vitex will increase over time, and maximum benefits are typically achieved after a few months of use. It is suggested to not take vitex or fertility supplements while you are using prescription fertility drugs.
A fertility supplement like FertilAid contains vitex agnus castus, as well as other key ingredients and complete preconceptional vitamin support. FertilAid for Women

CInta Mati - Mulan Jameela

hai sahabatku, jangan pernah
merebahkan kesalahanmu
pada semua yang kau anggap
merebut kekasih hatimu
mencuri pasangan jiwamu
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dan sesungguhnya bila kamu
kehilangan cinta sejatimu
itu semua karna kamu
tak sungguh-sungguh pelihara
dan menjaga cinta matimu
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cinta mati harus dijaga sampai mati
jangan sampai ke lain hati
nanti jadinya patah hati
hati-hati menjaga hati
mata hati

TTC Aid - Vitex

I did some research fot TTC. I found out there is one supplement that i've never tried before. Vitex. I hope i could find this Vitex at the local pharmacy. Maybe later. Cross finger, I'm targetting maybe +ve for next cycle :)

Chemical Pregnancy

isnin lepas, i've tested, result '+ve'. tp after test skali lg, last thursday. '-ve'. namun itu x mematahkan semangat ni. masih berharap utk keputusan yg positif. petanda2 similar to what other mommies would have. well, today mmg dah sah negatif. i won't give up. someday, my prayer will be answer. semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. I hope, i will stay strong and relax to be prepared :)


note: i found out from one of the pregnancy website, this symptom is called as chemical pregnancy.


source: http://miscarriage.about.com/od/onetimemiscarriages/p/chemicalpreg.htm


A chemical pregnancy is like a cruel joke. You take an early pregnancy test around the time your period is due that shows a faint positive. Naturally, you get excited and start spreading the joyful news that you're expecting. Then, a few days later you get your period and the doctor says, "It was just a chemical pregnancy."
Meanwhile, you're left confused and possibly devastated. The term chemical pregnancy sounds like a false positive pregnancy test, as if you were not really pregnant at all. But the truth is that a chemical pregnancy was indeed a conception and is actually a very early miscarriage.
What Chemical Pregnancy Means:
The term chemical pregnancy means that the miscarriage happened at a point that a missed period and biochemical tests, such as an hCG blood test or a home pregnancy test (checking hCG in urine), were the only evidence that you were pregnant. The miscarriage happened before an ultrasound could have shown a gestational sac.
When the pregnancy develops to the point that ultrasound could confirm the existence of the pregnancy, the term becomes clinical pregnancy. Thus, a chemical pregnancy would be a miscarriage before the fifth week of gestation -- or within about week after your missed menstrual period.
Symptoms:
The primary symptom of chemical pregnancy would be if you begin to have vaginal bleeding shortly after having a positive pregnancy test. Blood tests reveal low hCG levels that are decreasing rather than increasing.
Causes:
Doctors believe that chemical pregnancies happen for the same reasons as most other miscarriages –- probably because of chromosomal abnormalities in the developing baby. It is hard to know for sure what causes these early miscarriages, however, because it is nearly impossible to retrieve any samples for chromosomal testing.
Frequency:
No one really knows how common chemical pregnancies are, but some researchers have theorized that as many as 70% of conceptions end in miscarriage. Women who are not actively trying to conceive and not closely watching their menstrual cycles may have chemical pregnancies and never know it; in other cases, chemical pregnancy could be a reason (but not the only possible reason) why a menstrual period arrives a few days late.
Physical Recovery:
Chemical pregnancies happen early enough that they have little effect on women’s bodies, and in many cases, they can be mistaken for a normal period that is a few days late (or even on time). One 2007 study found that the bleeding after a chemical pregnancy is sometimes even lighter than a woman’s usual menstrual period. The bleeding from a chemical pregnancy might be accompanied by more cramps than usual also, but recovery should be fairly swift.
Trying Again:
With a very early miscarriage, many doctors will say that it’s OK to go ahead and try again right away. Other doctors recommend waiting to try to get pregnant again as a standard answer after all miscarriages, no matter how early. Talk to your doctor about what is right for your specific situation.
Grieving a Chemical Pregnancy:
In many cases, chemical pregnancy might put you in a weird situation from a grieving perspective. Some women don’t feel very sad over chemical pregnancies, whereas others are completely devastated emotionally. People in your life might not recognize the validity of your loss, insisting that you are wrong to grieve because it happened too early for you to get attached to the pregnancy or that “it wasn’t a real baby.”
Regardless of what anyone says, a miscarriage is a miscarriage. You do not have to justify your grief or compare it to anyone else’s grief for it to be valid. A chemical pregnancy was still a pregnancy, and for many women, it’s still a loss of a baby and grief that will always they will carry for their entire lives.
It’s also OK to not be too sad about a very early miscarriage and to decide you just want to try again. Everyone reacts differently to the situation, and there is no single, right emotional response to chemical pregnancy.
If you do tend to grieve chemical pregnancies deeply, and you are actively trying to conceive, think about perhaps waiting to test each cycle until your period is actually late. This way, you do not necessarily have to know about very early miscarriages. Many doctors recommend against early pregnancy testing for this reason.


World Hunger Relief Charity Walkathon

This Sunday 11 october 2009, there will be a charity walkathon held by KFC Holdings.
Going to spend some happy times with my siblings and beloved husband.
It's been a long time for me since the last time i jogged. Hihihih, harap2 x pancit la kan.
For hubby.. harap2 dia pun x pancit sama. Tula, hv told u b4 so many times, need some exercise on weekends. ~_~ last2 membuta je every weekends morning.
 
Jom walkathon for charity =)

Motherly Love, the Greatest Love of All

Hamster ku sayang

Tengah bosan kat ofis ni.
Agaknye2 kat mana ble ku beli barang2 hamster yg mcm ni dgn harga yg murah? Any idea?
 
Mesti comel kalau "G-Force" ku kat rumah dpt main2 dgn barang2 mcm ni =)
 
 

Posting Message from Office

Testing my email whether can post to blog or not. Really down today. dunno y. penat kut. tp x tau kenapa. harap2 berita gembira menanti. weekend ni akan di uji..jeng..jeng..jeng

Subhanallah..betapa sempurnanye ciptaanNya



Gambar ni diambil waktu sedang berjalan2 dipantai Tok Bali di Sudara Resort. Memang menarik perhatianku. Bola pasir yg berselerak di gigi air, buatku terpikir bagaimana ia terbentuk. Dgn bantuan kamera digital, ku perhati dan menanti dgn sabar, 'gerangan' tuan yg membentuk bola pasir. Subhanallah, ketam angin yg berbadan kecil membentuk bola pasir dgn laju. Sebenarnye, si ketam sdg mengorek pasir utk berlindung, dlm proses tersebut, bola pasir terbentuk dgn sendirinye. Dgn membentuk bola pasir, maka pasir yg telah digali tidak akan menimbus kembali ke dalam lubang. Si ketam kecil tanpa akal mampu membuat lubang kecil tanpa tertimbus kembali.Renung2kan lah

testing posting thru email

Tada... kalau menjadi, maksudnye berjaya la daku mengepost dr email ni..

aty

zuriat penyambung waris

salam..
harini dapat berita gembira drp salah sorg rakan sekerja kimi.
kak la, yg baru berkahwin bulan 6 yg lalu sudah pun mengandung 2 bulan. tahniah kak la. ty gak yg xde rezeki lagi.
peiling pun dah bersalin minggu lepas, dikala org lain sibuk menyambut hari raya. tahniah peiling. peiling dan eunice 2 rakan ku yg sama2 mendirikan rumahtangga pada jun 2007.
bila duk termenung dan mengelamun, mesti rasa pilu, sedih je hati ni. ku tekad untuk kurangkan stress, makan dgn seimbang, dan byk mendekatkan diri dgn Allah.
Moga Allah makbulkan doaku untuk mendapat zuriat dan jauhkan segala fitnah yg ble mengeruhkan kerukunan rumahtanggaku..amin

Ramadhanku yg paling sedih

Tahun ni, ramadhan ku lalui dgn penuh kekalutan.
menyesal pun ada, byk sunnah dan amalan x dpt ku tunaikan dek kerna terlalu sibuk dgn kerja. Buat suamiku, terima kasih kerna memahami. dia dengan penuh sabar berbuka ala kadar, kadang2 berbuka seorang diri.
Kala kesibukan akan terlihat sifat2 mazmumah manusia. Masing2 ingin menjaga kepentingan diri sendiri. Bagiku, kerja bagaikan tanggungjawab yg tidak ble dipandang enteng. Bukankah kita smua pernah menandatangani surat mula2 kerja dulu, akan memikul tanggungjawab ini sebaik mungkin? x terlintaskah difikiran, kita ble dipersoal di akhirat nanti kerna tidak menjalankan tanggungjawab sebaik mungkin?

ramadhan kali ini juga banyak mengajar diriku supaya bersabar. adakala diri ini menangis juga bila tak tertanggung dengan smua yg menimpa diri. tuhan saja yg tau apa yg ku fikirkan di saat itu. namun aku masih bersyukur, teman setiaku, suamiku sentiasa disisiku, terima kasih abe.

biar apapun yg melanda diri ini, kujadikan sebagai pengalaman diri. harapnye diri ini lebih tabah di masa hadapan.

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